Monday 27 August 2018

The end of Summer 2018

August has been definitely the most happy month of this year for me. I have achieved GCSE in English - my long term dream came true! In September, I will be back at the College for GCSE maths course. It will be fun, meeting new people, refreshing my skill in maths.
This year, I haven't been abroad, but I miss Poland and would love to go to Kracow with my partner. From Kracow we would take a train to Gdansk and then to Rumia to visit my family.
Poland is so beautiful and developed much last years. I am so touched by this transformation.
 This summer I explored Wells and enjoyed time on a little steam train



This year again, I was fighting anxiety and angina and I can admit that I finally got much better. I know, that it would be beneficial to you if I write a post or article about my battle with depression and how it is to experience it. How to find help and how to fight it by using therapy.
I am shocked every time, when I read how many people struggle with depression, suicidal attempts, anxiety and break down.
Depression is a dangerous evil and it becomes epidemic. We can conclude or debate about causes of it. I know answers to majority questions. My experience with this horrible conditions began when I was just 5 years old and witnessed my mum's own suffer.
The end of Summer may sound nostalgic. Not for me. Yesterday, it was raining heavily all afternoon and I was happy like a bunny in the ash, cause of my passed exam! Nothing is able to take my joy away from me at the moment. I love English weather, rain, cloud, sunny spells. With the weather, the magic atmosphere comes, leaves can dance, touched by the wind and the Sun strikes its golden beams through the swimming clouds. It's time for meditation, burning candles and drinking hot chocolate. It's time for theatre and long walks in forest. Time for snuggling into a cat and watching 'Game of thrones.'